“He promised me a family. I’ve never had a family. Even my birth family was not a family to me.” She looked down. “Of course he promised me love, but he said that once everything was done and peace was found, we could start a family.” the whole thing might have been foolish, now that she was thinking about it. However, at the time, she had wanted nothing more than to have her own chance at a family, something she would never have. “He made me think that this was in the best interest of the vampires, and the lycans. That once the council was overthrown, we could put new vampires who are less set in the old ways and more willing to change with the times.” She was foolish to believe that what she had done was for the betterment of anyone other than Marius. She had been a fool in love though, and willing to do anything, even if looking back on it, had been only for his increased power.
it’s almost heartbreaking to hear those things; almost. though selene is not the cold vampire she once was, she must be SELECTIVE in revealing her true emotions and feelings now that she’s an elder. ❛ is this something you would allow to happen again? for your mind to be so clouded with the desire for what might be that you’d risk the lives of your own kind? ❜ maybe selene is being too harsh in asking such a thing, but she needs to know. depending on alexia’s answer, the vampire may or may not make it through the night. after all, this mess was partly created because of her.